Sometimes, I feel like I’m not where I’m supposed to be. Often I question whether what I’m experiencing now is a direct outcome of the mistakes I made in the past. I’m suffering. My heart is.
Can I just go back to all the happy days? It’s so hard to be an adult. It’s so hard to deal with all of this.
How can I be good at both things? In school? At work? How do I do that? How can I be energetic enough to still study until midnight knowing that I’m already physically tired? And… How can I not miss you?
It’s so hard to deal with all of this. I wish I had the courage to.